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Saturday, December 06, 2003

another day at work....another day gone.......i m so excited! Tmr is the LSCT camp! can't wait for it.....though gd things happen.....bad things do too.....often with gd things....the girl that i like is still not willing to give me n herself a chance into a relationship....i dun knw wat is her reason or wat's stopping her.....but if it is abt the fear of inflicting pain.....she need not worry abt it for me....i hav grown in it....throughout my life i hav experienced alot of pain.....emotional pain frm my parents....mental pain frm my 'classmates'...physical pain frm accidents n many other sources....to me....emotional pain is most dominant in my life...pain is a constant in life....it is not the only constant...it is one of the few....anything we do has a potential measure of pain....it is only if it is avoidable or not....pain is one of the many barriers in life....only if we can overcome the fear of inflicting it, can we move on to the next stage of life....i hope that the girl i like will overcome this barrier....n move on to the next stage of life....with me...this is oso known as the 'porcupine' psychology...if it is too sudden, at least we can try to get to knw each other better....then we'll knw if we can proceed to the next level....no harm trying....right? anyway, it's very late now....got to get ready to koon liao...slp well pple who r reading this....slping late is bad for health....hehehe

My Heart Bled
12/06/2003 12:48:00 AM