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Monday, December 22, 2003

This morning was a sad morning for me.....at abt 12+ in the morning.....i had to end my friendship with someone.....1 of my friends mentioned that she tried to talk to her....but that girl doesn't wish to talk abt it....i wish that i can talk to her and try to sort out whatever misunderstanding that might have happened on that day.....but i can't even contact her......if she keeps avoiding me....i am afraid that we can never sort out any misunderstanding......i do wish to continue this friendship....but there is no other choice......our friendship is over......if you are reading this, ex-friend....i'll tell you this...if you ever wish to renew this friendship....it'll be all about action.....words'll never prove your sincerity.....i've shed enough tears for this relationship....shed until my eyes went red.....i don't wish to shed anymore for it.....it's over....from now on....we are total strangers to each other......first relationship is easy to establish.....words is enough to create one.....but no longer for the second.....i'm sorry.....but there is no other choice....i have suffered enough pain in my life to last me a lifetime....i don't wish to add anymore pain into my life......but if i have to suffer somemore in life....so be it.....but for those that i can put an end to it....if there is no other choice....i'll end it.....

1st Friendship is easy to establish......but very fragile as well......because it is still new....not like the ones that has lasted for many years.....those can take some punishment....but still not much.....relationship is like a thread......all it requires is some force.....and the thread will snap.....this force in relationship is namely: misunderstanding......just a little misunderstanding between either party is enough to end a friendship....especially the newer ones.....if you want to renew the relationship.......it'll not be as easy.....it'll be all about action....words wouldn't mean anything anymore if you want to renew it......therefore....if you want to befriend someone.....be sure to make it the 1st and last.....for the second time will not be as easy anymore......this is all i have to say.....i'm really sad today......

My Heart Bled
12/22/2003 09:58:00 PM