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Thursday, January 08, 2004

Finally!!!...The Blogger....Is....BACK!!!hahaha.....so long havn't been blogging....now do it....

i've been having sleepless nights lately.....don't know why.....could be stress...could be habit...i'm not sure....whatever the case is...it's bad.....i don't know how much more can my body take before it starts 'breaking down'.....

Today's S&W sucks big time......we are to select what elective sport we want to take up....guess what?....badminton wasn't in the list....why? The lecturer is on leave for 1 Freaking year!!!!! sucks......ended up i have to take dance sport as the others are not of my interest....sianz....n you know something.....there are only two boys among the 30!!!!! argh.....OCOM....i m lucky i m under a person who is very gentle and patient....i have a feeling that i'll enjoy it a lot....

Lessons so far is okay.....maths is one module i have to revise...havn't touched it for a year....so have to 'warm up' my brain or i'll be unable to cope......inorganic and physical chem is one module i need not fear so much.....just need a little revision n i m a-okay......micro biology...hm....havn't start real lesson yet....have to wait until next wk then can say......

i think 1 of the reasons why i m unable to have peaceful nights....is bcos of the relationship i told you all earlier about.....i thought i should be able to get over it quite soon.....but i m still unable to forget her as a friend.....it is this that adds to my stress......that might be the reason why i m getting sleepless nights lately.....but if this way she wouldn't b affected in anyway....i m willing to take it.....i treat her as a friend...and as a friend....all i ask is that she remains happy and unaffected in anyway......i treasure friends a lot...and if you ask me what 'll i do to show my ultimate faith for that friendship.....it's for me to know and for you to find out....even my old friend from primary school doesn't know....if you want to know...ask me....i'll not forget the sms that goes almost like this....'do u still remember the day we 1st talked n met? i dun knw what i m getting myself into....but now....we r friends forever...' A clue for those who wish to know what is my ultimate show of faith for friendship....when i say ultimate....i really mean ultimate....maybe not even my old friend can guess what i really mean......if it's possible....for those who wish to know me better.....you can talk to me...or ask me about my life.....though it is painful....but i'll talk about it if you wish to know....i'm very open about it.....if he's willing to help me....i'll let him tell you all.....about what i've been through so far in life.....ask him what you want to know about me.....what type of friend i can be...so on and so forth.....i just hope he doesn't mind....if you want to be more direct....you can just ask me directly.....better to ask someone who is just like you than ask the person you are befriending about me.......the person can be very full of pride...or he maybe lying......so better to ask that person's friend.....which in this case is my old friend since primary school.....his msn contact is godpapa85@hotmail.com....

The Jedi Code:
"There is no Emotion, There is Peace.
There is no Ignorance, There is Knowledge.
There is no Passion, There is Serenity.
There is no Chaos, There is Harmony.
There is no Death, There is the Force."

My Heart Bled
1/08/2004 09:39:00 PM