Monday, January 12, 2004
P.S.: I'm Perfectly Sane when writing this....
hihi.....haiz....today so sianz...feel like sleeping during class.....kaoz....miss ong's lesson so boring....only lesson i was looking forward to was Mr. Chow's.....funny guy...hahahah....after that 1hr break then followed by mrs kwoh's lesson.....2 hr's...yawnz..so sian....she goes so fast that i hardly have anytime to breathe....about to finish one topic...n she goes on to another.....finish the previous topic n finishing the next...she goes onto another topic...wah....can die man...hahahah...luckily got enough time in between to catch up.....she goes like a speeding bullet...talk so fast....like as though there is no tomorrow.....many pple say she should go slower....she also has a bad habit of repeating what she said...(-_-)|||...like as though we havn't heard it like that....after that got Microbio Practical....spend less that an hour making broth and agar media for bacteria growth...then do the 16-Streak dilution to spread out the colonies of bacteria called sacchromyces cerevisiae....have to memorise it...and the 3 conditions needed to autoclave which is the sterilization process of the media....121 degree's celcius, 15-20 minutes long and 15 psi for pressure....basket!...today stayed in school for 1hr for nothing!...my jap teacher didn't tell me that today's jap lesson cancelled...argh....luckily found out...or i would have stayed in school longer than that!...argh.....
haiz...to me....this world is filled with nothing but pain, lonliness, misery, war and suffering....i just wish that i can leave this world for a world free of all these...the only thing good that i have experienced is friends...it is they that are keeping me here....i can't bear to do anything that'll hurt them.....i care for them...and i don't wish to do anything that'll affect their lives....never....all i wish for them is that they will continue to be happy.....and unaffected by anything....and i'll do anything to protect them....you can say that i'm been stubborn or stupid....but i am just that...it's my nature....and neither you nor i can do nothing about it.....i'll be there for them if they need someone to confine in....
depression...till now...i still can't get over the problem....perhaps it's not my nature to forget people i knw....n once cared about....hack....it's everyone's nature not to forget pple you once knew n cared for....haiz...if worse comes to worst....i just return to be the loner that i once was before...all quiet and troubled...a familiar person to me and some people....that's my last resort....there's nothing i can do.....i've to live on....and to do that...i've to do just that....till now...some of you who know me should realise that i am quite a loner....that is just part of me......i can never remove that part of me....i can never form really strong bonds with you all unless we spend lots of time together or if we have been together for many years....but know that i'll be true to our friendship....no matter how long or tedious the road is....i'll always be there for you all....thank you all for being my friends....(^_^) .V..
You are guided by light. While all can be bad
around you, you still stay calm and make things
better. There aren't a lot of people in the
world like you.
What force is your soul?
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The Jedi Code:
"There is no Emotion, There is Peace.
There is no Ignorance, There is Knowledge.
There is no Passion, There is Serenity.
There is no Chaos, There is Harmony.
There is no Death, There is the Force."
P.S.: I'm Perfectly Sane when writing this....
hihi.....haiz....today so sianz...feel like sleeping during class.....kaoz....miss ong's lesson so boring....only lesson i was looking forward to was Mr. Chow's.....funny guy...hahahah....after that 1hr break then followed by mrs kwoh's lesson.....2 hr's...yawnz..so sian....she goes so fast that i hardly have anytime to breathe....about to finish one topic...n she goes on to another.....finish the previous topic n finishing the next...she goes onto another topic...wah....can die man...hahahah...luckily got enough time in between to catch up.....she goes like a speeding bullet...talk so fast....like as though there is no tomorrow.....many pple say she should go slower....she also has a bad habit of repeating what she said...(-_-)|||...like as though we havn't heard it like that....after that got Microbio Practical....spend less that an hour making broth and agar media for bacteria growth...then do the 16-Streak dilution to spread out the colonies of bacteria called sacchromyces cerevisiae....have to memorise it...and the 3 conditions needed to autoclave which is the sterilization process of the media....121 degree's celcius, 15-20 minutes long and 15 psi for pressure....basket!...today stayed in school for 1hr for nothing!...my jap teacher didn't tell me that today's jap lesson cancelled...argh....luckily found out...or i would have stayed in school longer than that!...argh.....
haiz...to me....this world is filled with nothing but pain, lonliness, misery, war and suffering....i just wish that i can leave this world for a world free of all these...the only thing good that i have experienced is friends...it is they that are keeping me here....i can't bear to do anything that'll hurt them.....i care for them...and i don't wish to do anything that'll affect their lives....never....all i wish for them is that they will continue to be happy.....and unaffected by anything....and i'll do anything to protect them....you can say that i'm been stubborn or stupid....but i am just that...it's my nature....and neither you nor i can do nothing about it.....i'll be there for them if they need someone to confine in....
depression...till now...i still can't get over the problem....perhaps it's not my nature to forget people i knw....n once cared about....hack....it's everyone's nature not to forget pple you once knew n cared for....haiz...if worse comes to worst....i just return to be the loner that i once was before...all quiet and troubled...a familiar person to me and some people....that's my last resort....there's nothing i can do.....i've to live on....and to do that...i've to do just that....till now...some of you who know me should realise that i am quite a loner....that is just part of me......i can never remove that part of me....i can never form really strong bonds with you all unless we spend lots of time together or if we have been together for many years....but know that i'll be true to our friendship....no matter how long or tedious the road is....i'll always be there for you all....thank you all for being my friends....(^_^) .V..
You are guided by light. While all can be bad
around you, you still stay calm and make things
better. There aren't a lot of people in the
world like you.
What force is your soul?
brought to you by Quizilla
The Jedi Code:
"There is no Emotion, There is Peace.
There is no Ignorance, There is Knowledge.
There is no Passion, There is Serenity.
There is no Chaos, There is Harmony.
There is no Death, There is the Force."
My Heart Bled
1/12/2004 08:36:00 PM
