Thursday, March 18, 2004
hi...havn't blogged for a very...long...time...i'll only blog if i got something to write...
I dun knw y...but i m feeling empty now...without anything to fill this void...like a black hole that suck wherever there is into its never-ending space...i'm troubled n distracted...me parents are always arguing...me dad say that me mum is having an affair...though she isn't...he doesn't care...he still say it...every night, he would come back home n come out with a new story...this n that...all without any evidence to prove it...There was this once...in the middle of the night...i was awaken by my father's shouting...quarrling with me mum...me bro couldn't stand it n told me mother to go over to the other room...n me father shouted:" I WANT A DIVORCE!"...juz bcos me bro interfered...this all started 3 moths ago when me mum went to China with a fren...me father say that she was going to China with her ex-bf...so what if she does...they r frens...can't frens go overseas for a trip together...i mean it isn't moraily wrong...can't frens spend some time together?...he oso claimed that he got a private investigator n have the evidence...but he didn't show it...instead he say:"The Private Investigator is holding on to the evidence."...as though i'll believe it...it's bullshit...when i was alone in the house...with him...he was talking away...saying how me mum backstabbed him...i immediatily say to him:"If u have the evidence, SHOW IT! Other than that, I'll not believe a word u say." guess what he said?....he said:"I've burned the evidence."...isn't it true that he was talking bullshit all the while...lying through his nose again and again n again...that is why i do not believe a word he says...he is capable of twisting words to help himself...he's a very cunning man...he'll do anything to make himself right...There r alot of things that he did that make me hate him more...but i'll not write abt it...it'll only make me more furious...n it'll drag until out of the screen...
Haiz...another thing oso brought me down...one of me frens intends to switch course...i'll not mention who this person is...after seeing how fast rumors travel...i'll only put the person as X...X say she no longer has interest in the course...that's y she wanted to switch course...very saddening...i'll miss her if she does change in the end...i hope to develop a closer relationship with her...she say that she doesn't knw what she wants to do n b in the future...so that's y she still hasn't switch...i told her...follow her interest...whatever she chooses...i n, i'm sure, all her frens will support her...it is her future...i dun want to c her work as a zombie...doing things that she has no interest in...there is no meaning in that...i want her to b happy in what she does...something that she likes to do alot...n that she wants to b in the future...i only wish that she'll not forget all her frens that she knows here...n that we'll maintain contact with each other...
Today, learned a new dance for S&W...very fast! but oso nice n fun! haha...very simple oso...juz that the speed makes it hard to follow...muz practice!...i still havn't practise the previous dance steps yet! i think i forgot some of the moves liao...muz recall again...haiz...some brain cells muz die again...wait a minute!...arn't brain cells dying even as i m typing this?...ops...nvm...i m juz being lame...oso passed up me oral presentation topic liao...abt natural disasters...muz prepare...it got 35 % of the total...a big part if u ask me...then oso got self-reflection essay to write...argh....essay...me worst component...so long never touch compo n now muz write...sucks...holds 15 % oso...haiz...dun knw what to write...muz oso prepare me slides for visual...holds abt 5% to 10%...argh...i oso got microbio debate presentation to prepare!...argh...so much to do n yet so little time...coming soon is oso the inorganic n physical chem creative presentation....damn...i need to relax after this...this is edmund...signing off....take care...n smile always...
Your and Innocent Unicorn! Innocent Unicorns are
very pure and good. They are the rarest of
types and sadly, are being hunted. Thats
because an Innocent Unicorn horn once removed
from the head, is worth alot of money, and if
left in holy water for a day, will turn into
diamond. Young Innocent Unicorns always stay
close to their mothers, and always will stand
by there side even when they grow. Innocent
Unicorns are said to be the friends of angels
and can dance on moonbeams. Innocent unicorns
represnt virginty, goodness, pureness, and
love. They always value friendship, and
familly, and are facinated by humans. Innocent
unicorns are shy, but if friends for someone,
its a friend to the end.
What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures)
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The Jedi Code:
"There is no Emotion......
There is Peace.
There is no Ignorance......
There is Knowledge.
There is no Passion......
There is Serenity.
There is no Chaos......
There is Harmony.
There is no Death......
There is the Force."
hi...havn't blogged for a very...long...time...i'll only blog if i got something to write...
I dun knw y...but i m feeling empty now...without anything to fill this void...like a black hole that suck wherever there is into its never-ending space...i'm troubled n distracted...me parents are always arguing...me dad say that me mum is having an affair...though she isn't...he doesn't care...he still say it...every night, he would come back home n come out with a new story...this n that...all without any evidence to prove it...There was this once...in the middle of the night...i was awaken by my father's shouting...quarrling with me mum...me bro couldn't stand it n told me mother to go over to the other room...n me father shouted:" I WANT A DIVORCE!"...juz bcos me bro interfered...this all started 3 moths ago when me mum went to China with a fren...me father say that she was going to China with her ex-bf...so what if she does...they r frens...can't frens go overseas for a trip together...i mean it isn't moraily wrong...can't frens spend some time together?...he oso claimed that he got a private investigator n have the evidence...but he didn't show it...instead he say:"The Private Investigator is holding on to the evidence."...as though i'll believe it...it's bullshit...when i was alone in the house...with him...he was talking away...saying how me mum backstabbed him...i immediatily say to him:"If u have the evidence, SHOW IT! Other than that, I'll not believe a word u say." guess what he said?....he said:"I've burned the evidence."...isn't it true that he was talking bullshit all the while...lying through his nose again and again n again...that is why i do not believe a word he says...he is capable of twisting words to help himself...he's a very cunning man...he'll do anything to make himself right...There r alot of things that he did that make me hate him more...but i'll not write abt it...it'll only make me more furious...n it'll drag until out of the screen...
Haiz...another thing oso brought me down...one of me frens intends to switch course...i'll not mention who this person is...after seeing how fast rumors travel...i'll only put the person as X...X say she no longer has interest in the course...that's y she wanted to switch course...very saddening...i'll miss her if she does change in the end...i hope to develop a closer relationship with her...she say that she doesn't knw what she wants to do n b in the future...so that's y she still hasn't switch...i told her...follow her interest...whatever she chooses...i n, i'm sure, all her frens will support her...it is her future...i dun want to c her work as a zombie...doing things that she has no interest in...there is no meaning in that...i want her to b happy in what she does...something that she likes to do alot...n that she wants to b in the future...i only wish that she'll not forget all her frens that she knows here...n that we'll maintain contact with each other...
Today, learned a new dance for S&W...very fast! but oso nice n fun! haha...very simple oso...juz that the speed makes it hard to follow...muz practice!...i still havn't practise the previous dance steps yet! i think i forgot some of the moves liao...muz recall again...haiz...some brain cells muz die again...wait a minute!...arn't brain cells dying even as i m typing this?...ops...nvm...i m juz being lame...oso passed up me oral presentation topic liao...abt natural disasters...muz prepare...it got 35 % of the total...a big part if u ask me...then oso got self-reflection essay to write...argh....essay...me worst component...so long never touch compo n now muz write...sucks...holds 15 % oso...haiz...dun knw what to write...muz oso prepare me slides for visual...holds abt 5% to 10%...argh...i oso got microbio debate presentation to prepare!...argh...so much to do n yet so little time...coming soon is oso the inorganic n physical chem creative presentation....damn...i need to relax after this...this is edmund...signing off....take care...n smile always...
Your and Innocent Unicorn! Innocent Unicorns are
very pure and good. They are the rarest of
types and sadly, are being hunted. Thats
because an Innocent Unicorn horn once removed
from the head, is worth alot of money, and if
left in holy water for a day, will turn into
diamond. Young Innocent Unicorns always stay
close to their mothers, and always will stand
by there side even when they grow. Innocent
Unicorns are said to be the friends of angels
and can dance on moonbeams. Innocent unicorns
represnt virginty, goodness, pureness, and
love. They always value friendship, and
familly, and are facinated by humans. Innocent
unicorns are shy, but if friends for someone,
its a friend to the end.
What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla
The Jedi Code:
"There is no Emotion......
There is Peace.
There is no Ignorance......
There is Knowledge.
There is no Passion......
There is Serenity.
There is no Chaos......
There is Harmony.
There is no Death......
There is the Force."
My Heart Bled
3/18/2004 08:21:00 PM
