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Wednesday, July 09, 2008

Tears....

Tears... tears of saddness... tears of anguish... tears of bitterness... tears of hurt... tears of pain...

how i want all this to end... God, please take it all away... i'm weak... only you can make me strong... only you can heal me... only you know me from the deepest and darkest place of my heart... the place which i have never let anyone into... a place where i have kept myself protected... a place that i have buried deep within a shell of outward strength... barriers of protection that keeps me from being hurt... isolating me from being able to share my feelings with even my friends... though i may seem strong on the outside... but i m crying inside... i feel so broken...

"How I wish to go to a Place where There is only Peace, Happiness and Love. The World I'm in Now has None of These. Only Pain, Misery and Suffering and My Life is Full of Them. Such is Life for me. Such is Destiny. How I Want to be Free from The Tyranny of Physical Existance."

The Jedi Code:
"There is No Emotion, There is Peace.
There is No Ignorance, There is Knowledge.
There is No Passion, There is Serenity.
There is No Chaos, There is Harmony.
There is No Death, There is The Force."

The Sith Code:
"Peace is a Lie, There is only Passion.
Through Passion, I Gain Strength.
Through Strength, i Gain Power.
Through Power, i Gain Victory.
Through Victory, My Chains Are Broken.
The Force will Free me...."

Labels: Bleeding Heart

My Heart Bled
7/09/2008 10:34:00 PM